&the greying vision

Saturday, February 10, 2007 1:39 AM

IT WAS DEFINITELY MY DAY TODAY.
except for the midnight.
totally shag when i was called by my sister to go home.

okay let's talk about my results.
and it was up to my expectation.
i hit my own target.
and i'm happy bout tht.
however, on the other hand, i'm quite disappointed in myself.
i din't improve at all since prelims.
why the hell i dint improve?
no improvement at all can you imagine.
i cant accept tht side of me.
i had always expect myself to improve in no matter wat i do esp when it's a repeated event.
but wat done is done.
i can ask for others since i got wat i want.
but the sad thing is my second option in mind tht i want to opt for,
which is the media communication courses in various polytechnics.
but just due to my english, i cant opt for it.
it's damn disappointing la.
cos i've always wanted to get into that damn course other than tourism or mass com.
but still i could get into tourism!!
=D
i love tht man!
okay. my results.
english. c6. =( actually i tot i would fail. but it dint. cos i know i wasnt on myself tht day. and i wrote utterly shit on the answer script.
combined humanities. b3 =)
maths. a1 =D i did it! since the failure in sec 4. =) when i knew b3 was not my standard!
a maths. a2! =D i dint let mr lee down. but wasn't satified with it. cos i know how to do the paper.
sci. a2! i dint expect it. cos i tot i would get like a c? hees! so quite happy bout it.
chinese. a2. yes, knew it last aug. so nothing.
POA. a2 okay okay! it was fab! i dint expect it either.

yup.
so my l1r4 was a 13 and my l1r5 was a 16.
and i'll be gng poly thou i'm super qualified for jc esp when i got 2bonus for cca and if gng pjc, 2 bonus to stay on.
but jc life no for me.
hees.
went k box with mag they all.
and i enjoyed.
and my mum's using the fucking atm card to tie me up again!
FUCK!
I SUPER HATE IT LA!
cant i just enjoy myself today!?
when i'm like so fucking happy.
and they just treat me like a fuucking kid who doesnt know a single shit.
seriously pardon my valgarities.
i'm seriously fuck up with them.

ohh. and ctss sec 5n(a) has clinched the top 10 in the singapore's sec 5 cohort.
so our results are tht good.
it's a good news for us too.
and we set the record.!
yes well done dudes.
all those hard works and encouragements did paid off!
we've done ourselves proud and done ctss proud too.
you guys rocks man!
[together as one] it'll always be in my heart.

and congrats to my darling, yanlin.
you did our batch really proud by being a top student in singapore!
Congrats!!!!

loves,
`cindy

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